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I hate being alone in this time of the year when all my friends are trying to buy the right present for their bf/gf.

I hate being alone, always, now more then ever.

I can’t stand anymore the world around me, it’s so squallid.

I can’t stand the fact I am totally pennyless this year, so are my parents … I need an USB memory of 2 GB because of my university files, and I can’t afford it, and they can’t afford it.

I need a new mobile because the old one stopped working, I don’t use it for fun, but to call university people (most of the time), I don’t want a fancy one, just one that works … neither this one is afforable.

I need a new computer because of university but yeah, also for games, why not … but the concept of me getting a new PC seems sci-fi now.

Yeah … I’m pissed off …

University eliminated a schoolarship because of lack of founding, so now good tudents won’t have money anymore .. so yeah, I’m studying for my future, for a better future, but mu present stinks.

Christmas Tree

My mom is decorating the Christmas Tree.

I refused to help her.

Nobody is helping her.

I suck as a daughter, but I did not feel like doing it, I’m sad today.

I don’t like Christmas, and the Christians should be ashamed of what Christmas is today, there’s nothing of religious in what I see around me.